welcome celebration
Is weird, to say I'm OK. I still feel the rush, an action movie put on pause. I guess this is adrenaline, something good is about to conceive, anticipation escaped my mind. still skeptical, still feeling suspicious. Is it normal to feel this way? Why is it so hard to accept that someone is truly regretted and wants to know the truth? Could this be real or some crude jokes? But what if it's real? Should i celebrate? Will i be too stiffed to bring forth a good cheer? Will my excitement died with the suspense? Opportunity of surprises has be softened by the pre-event. In anyway, I'll still blissfully embrace it.