3 Rs
Repentance, Resolute, Resolution

Repentance- Surge of Guilt overflowing to cause sorrowfulness reaching to the fullest capacity, finally broken down. resentment intensify, turn around, start running till grace is found...

Resolute- density of decision inclined. Priorities.

Resolution- off for the trip, make clear of the destination, refined visual senses, focus enhanced.

juggling with multiple chaotic trashes, nothing will be completed. focusing one at a time,treating it with patience. how to be a better person is not what God really care, so what you trying to do to God is a genuinely impractical. God desire mercy, not sacrifice. Therefore no work is enough to please him, we can be preaching to million of people, healing a dying cancer patient, but have not come to know God more, shortchanging his relationship, maybe we just living on the boat where all the wonder awesome creation of the underworld beneath the sea.