This is not exactly my kinda way to start 2009, change is coming, even my blogskin changed.
Make my resolution and i wish i could have more, but wats the point of making and not achieving it? so here it goes:
1. Slim down
yeah... i have not change in my vanity... i doing it not for health but appearance.. haha.. say wat u want.. But u will agree with me, coz u will be amazed one day when u cannot differentiate between Jupiter and ur waist... haha i tend to be too dramatic in my blog

2. Have closer relationship with God.
Think all the mistakes i did, all the disasters i did to myself, all the cause and effect that has happen to me is now showing me how important God is to me. this time im gonna really sit down consider the cost of building before i put it into work. Fear of the lord is beginning of all wisdom.
Psalm 23 has spoke to me, tat it is God's rod that comforts me... it is strange that God's Rod of discipline that will comfort David.. i mean wat is he thinking? u mean he love to be discipline?
wat kind of sick mind that will enjoy being in pain?
i think I'm indulging in sin too long. Wat else could it be... I'm walking towards destruction. This is a really painful resolution i guess, slow and painful process, excruciating. Think God went through the cross to display that he rather die than to see me walking away from him. His discipline really delights me.