The worst thing you got sick is God doesnt seems to heal... maybe is my fault... Beside when I was sick or I'm in trouble, I didnt talk to God much... But however God allow sickness to haunt me down so that I could talk with him more... God is a jealous God...

God's plan / desire wanted me to be healed more than i wanted for myself, but if God were to heal me, God would miss talking to me... God really love me, not that i'm optimistic, but i would not allow MR S.A. TAN to put lies into myself...

Really encourage those who are in the situation where your faith is shaken to pray and pray and pray. Do not rush, do not stop, do it slowly, at your pace. You are sick, take care yourself, and members take care of those who are sick, I know when the body is weak, the spirit will follow suit... Really show love to these people, they will definately have the best affection by your love!
haizzz... im so sick... cough***

Matthew 10:28
Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.

The next time would tell you how I got healed =)