TaKe ThE TiMe

2010-12-19T03:01:00.002+08:00

my life in lasalle rocks! even though there are tons of homework waiting for me to do, but in here i made great friend's from my class. they were all really fantastic in their own way. some are quite weird in their thinking, and i have my own weird ways in my thinking path, that's made us all special in this school. No one is normal in this school, i love the interaction with everyone of them.

In the beginning of the school term, i have come to know this girl, she is someone who listens to rock, who was from a girl school, who i think is someone really special to me, makes me feel really comfortable, makes me feel really happy when i was with her... i got to know her more and we kinda clique, i used to sit with her in class, take her to lunch, do our work together in the weekends. i find her very easy to talk to, i could ask her anything. right, this sound like an essay rather than a blog.

i couldnt deny that i had feelings for her but...

i didn't expect her to have the same feelings for me, i dun think i will be good enough for her. i didnt expect her to make the move too. we love to be with each other, enjoyed each other company, we looked forward meeting each other. right now i just misses her. But i know what i did was wrong. maybe it's because of who i am now. Right now, i'm this lazy, irresponsible, under achieved, incapable, inadequate, selfish, burdensome, unromantic, mediocre, childish, unreliable person; i could think of more. i dont wish my partner to share these problems with me.

I know all this attributes of me is impossible to change anytime soon. i dont expect anyone could help me. i can only rely on God. Dont risk any chances on me.

In deed, i maybe talented, i maybe a good company, if possible, i can whip up a dish or two and have candle light dinner for just both of us. but i just cant let her put her hope on my sinking ship.

As her name means that anyone would helplessly fall in love with, i find that it is really true. even though how much i cant, i will keep on failing. but as for now, she can only be special to me. i don't want her to be waiting, but just being a true friend for me is all i ask.

2010-04-12T03:04:00.002+08:00

some people are an ass, but not a hypocrite.
some are selfish, but harmless
some people are.... does it matter?
will u still accept them?

2010-04-03T01:43:00.002+08:00

As if walking on thin ice, life is unpredictable. you were on top of the world, only to realize that you hit the ground harder, the flowers blooms and withered. Experience makes one qualifies for further openings, dealing situations with sound wisdom.

when the lights is off, who is the one person that you will think of? what if the person turned against you? will tears wash your pain away? still in the morning you grief. Cant sleep and doesn't wants to wake up.

leaving pass memories, photographs immortalized our smiley faces, places we've been before, times and dates imprinted on the bottom right. is this just a piece of paper? Do we look past those moments, and all we can see is the silly mistakes someone made? things we talk about is that all for nothing?

Your crutches broken, are you still be able to walk? treasure stolen, will u plight in sorrow? Get back up. stay strong my friend. sorrow last only for a while. bleeder, let the healing process, scars is a reminder of God's healing.

2010-03-29T23:34:00.002+08:00

dammit, i suck. my stomach is churning in anxiousness, i can't bear the fear of losing u. is not as bad as u are not physically with me, but u left me without hearing my explanation. A misunderstanding that's all i am carrying, i couldn't bear that for any longer, u know i can't, i will lose. and if u are ok, i juz want to talk to u. end this charade.

2010-03-09T04:58:00.003+08:00

welcome celebration
Is weird, to say I'm OK. I still feel the rush, an action movie put on pause. I guess this is adrenaline, something good is about to conceive, anticipation escaped my mind. still skeptical, still feeling suspicious. Is it normal to feel this way? Why is it so hard to accept that someone is truly regretted and wants to know the truth? Could this be real or some crude jokes? But what if it's real? Should i celebrate? Will i be too stiffed to bring forth a good cheer? Will my excitement died with the suspense? Opportunity of surprises has be softened by the pre-event. In anyway, I'll still blissfully embrace it.

2010-02-09T03:29:00.003+08:00

1st day in Brunei

After a long tiring day, traveling and work mostly, drain out every ounce of energy, but i was refreshed by a deserving shower. I dived in straight into the word of God, i was once again refreshed by it.
It was on Luke, that I once again found my first love. His love was a million times greater than the love of Edward Cullen to Bella Swan. His love for mankind is unbelievably and ridiculously great! His knowledge and wisdom was out of the world.
I've learn from the parable of the lost son. I've learn mostly from the brother's reaction towards the Father when the lost son came back. People who work based on rules and regulations will end up complaining and judging others, wish to be credited and affirmed, being legalistic rather than doing things willfully, ended up to become the biggest loser.

The true disciple of Jesus is those whose are living in chaos, spreading the Word, despite tons of problems in him, living a life hats hardly any man can tolerate. paying the greatest price anyone could pay, no one ever appreciates you, but u still willingly do it.

I've learn also that following God, we must be ready to commit to the cause or we are going to drown in problems and end up being ridicule, humiliated, epic fail.

a week after...

A week has gone by, still alive, don't really know what's the right word to use. I won't use the word "miss"because as soon as i go back, I'll be back to the boring live style and back to the boring camp i use to work in. But I would still prefer back in Sg rather than Brunei- time is too slow here.
Being a slow reader, I've finally completed the book of Luke, a rather in-depth book to read. It seems like Luke can tells a story with dramatic touch and it seems real. for it was written as if it was a presentation of an idea. I was much enthusiastic in reading the part where Jesus confronted Judas of his betrayal. This passage was too familiar but even so, I'm very much reminded of my own identity, I felt disgrace with myself. Anyone who pick up this journal could judge me as being a hypocrite, not living as what I've taught, or, even to others. I'm fully guilty for it, being a betrayer which i think i need face God shamefully daily.
As i continue to read the book of John, John the baptist said to the pharisees that he "declare it freely". i took it as an encouragement, there's nothing to hide. There's nothing to be embarrassed about. we are holding on to the Truth! The real one!
Now I'm much convicted of the word and I love it even more. This trip is not a vain.

John 3:21

²¹But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God."

2009-11-30T02:57:00.002+08:00

i felt his hints and messages all around what I've been doing. is a slow painful road that i deserves, being so stubborn all these years. but i think this time, decisions has made. God had allowed me to choose in the beginning, but he have reduced it into only one. in the midst of numerous things i do, things i love doing, suddenly, i felt empty and lonely- i did not enjoyed the day. i guess this is how the devil "leaving me dead". i guess i have no more choice left.
the damage already done, i felt worthless. things shows its causes and effect, this night really told me a lot of truth. it could be a wonderful day only when it starts with it
i start to know the line, i start to appreciate, i start to learn to shut up and talk. if i could just take things seriously, if i could be more serious about it, if i could follow everything He said, i wouldn't have to worry about what's right and wrong.

2009-10-28T19:34:00.003+08:00

What's the price of knowing God more? living in his presence, in the knowledge of him, the stillness of his dwelling place, where the lonely finds his freedom. How much do we have to pay for such vacation, where no where you can find such intimacy. Some can only dream/envy of. The price is your whole heart, nothing less... let there be no distractions, no greed, no relationships before him, dreams that are yet to come through. Love God with all your heart, mind and strength.

2009-08-30T04:15:00.002+08:00

3 Rs
Repentance, Resolute, Resolution

Repentance- Surge of Guilt overflowing to cause sorrowfulness reaching to the fullest capacity, finally broken down. resentment intensify, turn around, start running till grace is found...

Resolute- density of decision inclined. Priorities.

Resolution- off for the trip, make clear of the destination, refined visual senses, focus enhanced.

juggling with multiple chaotic trashes, nothing will be completed. focusing one at a time,treating it with patience. how to be a better person is not what God really care, so what you trying to do to God is a genuinely impractical. God desire mercy, not sacrifice. Therefore no work is enough to please him, we can be preaching to million of people, healing a dying cancer patient, but have not come to know God more, shortchanging his relationship, maybe we just living on the boat where all the wonder awesome creation of the underworld beneath the sea.

2009-08-13T00:14:00.003+08:00

Recounting this life that i'd slumped through, just so much regrets and i wish all these was just a dream, or i would rather be in a coma and wake up finding I'm in hospital with a younger body... i wish i could turn back time.
As my hair becoming more stiff and dry, i guess age is catching up, i could only re-live again. catching up what i've missed, where i didn't get a chance to do it, either lack of financially or personal motivations.
things i wanna do... hope u all can help me accomplish... lol:
1. To watch Matrix and the whole sequel
2. learn diving
3. greater devotion with God
4. shepherd of 2
5. getting my body in model shape. (men's health) kekeke

(matrix may seems random but anyone got the dvd can lend me?)
(shepherd of 2? When? i don't know. working on it now...)

2009-07-06T04:34:00.003+08:00

it's easy to ignore, but it's hard time starving your curiosity... abstaining closeness with one another by closing my senses shut... when i start to open, there is no one around. brows start pulling itself together because of anger, see further, so far that you need days to reach to the others...

2009-06-15T23:04:00.006+08:00

a friendly voice greets, you'd tried to resist, for long you've patronized her, until you were habituated in that accustomed sound... fleeting away, but your eyes keeps turning back. you tried to fend it away, but it rings louder and louder... immense curiosity enough to drown you overpowered. you can't help it but to be subdued over by the voice...

foolish, helplessly foolish...

2009-06-09T02:33:00.002+08:00

"focus glenn, u got to focus... That's right! Stop looking elsewhere... U are almost there!
Jus wat are u looking for? Money? Fashion? Girls? Friends? Musics? Movies? Gadgets? How can you make it in life? How can you live like this? How can this be your life? You need me!
I'm the one who gives the good gifts, who really really know what u need! Who love u more than anything u can offer me.
I'm the one who give u everything, the one who listens to you, your very own heart and your crys...
Love me more and more each day! You gotta stop searching for others and come look for me!
Where ur treasure is where your heart will be!
How can anyone serve both money and God? Either he forsake one, and follow the other... Please don let me be the one left abandoned... For i will bless you abundantly! You are very close to me!"
And a lot more God wants to speak to me... I'm really glad tat there is 2nd chance x unlimited...
It's still happening... GOD'S GRACE! I really felt guilty... So many times i've ignored the whispers, for so long you never give up... U never let me down

life begins now!

2009-05-24T01:54:00.005+08:00

right now 0155, have u ever felt been so happy but u wont know how to respond, but once u are home, suddenly u thought back what has happened, u burst out of joy? i got tat feeling!!! i dunno is it the caffeine, but somehow, just by thinking what has happen, make me jump!!! ETHAN & HENDRIK CONVERTED!!!
That's what makes me so happy! that what I've been craving to see! i couldn't believe my eyes while i saw Ethan's seat is empty... and i saw him in front of pastor jasmine, i'm awestruck! i just couldn't believe it... it must be Him, who seats at the throne above, but left the comfort of his throne and came all the way down...

life begins now!

2009-05-24T01:54:00.003+08:00

2009-05-23T06:08:00.002+08:00

watch this serial - Lie To Me, if you like something that will twist your brain, make u anticipate the next move... is about a group of scientist, studying the way human reflects while they were trying to hide their feeling, by looking at their facial expressions and gestures. not that simple. it can even tell that someone is telling half truths and half lies. pretty cool huh! makes u wanna think twice when u wanna lie to someone, or learn some tricks to illuminate your attentions when u think someone's lying to you...

2009-04-03T02:07:00.002+08:00

I'm preparing my heart now before going to the unfamiliar, distance, Chinese oriented land - Taiwan.. As the days draw nearer, my anticipation did not seems to have any changes. For me is just like another place that freedom is not foreseen, work is demanded definitely, forbidden sights that i need to avoid on the streets- those Bing Lang Mei, culture shocks.
Jing mei told me that its a time of opportunity to practice self control, enjoy FOOD, hunt for celebrities and listen to their ah Beng talks... She had it all lined up for me. I wish i could go Taiwan with her, seems like she has more idea of what to do there. she is always a piece of sunshine when she's around.
My Goals:

Lose weight
Get to know people
Exercise everyday
Love the country
Get my spiritual senses working
Getting closer to God
Read the bible everyday
Self control
Evangelise
1 convert for God (or just get into word stage)

I'm not really ready to go, i felt that there's a lot of work that need to be done before i just rush to Taiwan. I'm not very proud of it. How???

2009-03-31T01:17:00.001+08:00

misery is all i feel
when u're not around
that's wat can kill!

2009-03-31T01:13:00.002+08:00

It makes u doubt
it makes u bored.
It makes u angry.
It makes u broken.
It makes u reason.
It makes u find an excuse.
It makes u impatient.
It makes u give up.
It makes u pray.
It makes u turn back to him.
It makes u lonely.
It makes him the only one u wants to hold on to
it makes u hard to trust someone
it makes u a laughing stalk
it makes u worry

the rendezvous of a insecure heart

2009-03-13T01:21:00.003+08:00

Restorations... make shift the bad from the good, trying to settle some impurity inside, refining my potential, pushing my limits, putting everything in place...
not quite an easy thing to do, in fact, IT'S HARD!!!
Against all odds, telling myself soon it will be where i wanna be, i have come to a place i've never been... ready to be slaughtered by more problems, my mind slowly triggered my emotion, my vision started to shiver, however i blink i could nv see clearly, something wet lavished out from my eyes... heartfelt sorrows turned into tears... meet crybaby glenn...
i drowned myself so deep in my tears... minutes turns to hours, i just can't wrap it up... eventually i found myself laughing at myself...
this is not the first time... i remember when i saw the news of someone in my group decided to backslide, i could only helplessly cried, when ever someone mention him, my tears will fall... now i could hardly remember his name... ha...
i felt so jaded after tat, but it was good threshing out stuff... beating myself up... bittersweet feelings...

2009-03-09T02:28:00.002+08:00

i've enjoyed my weekends so much that i dreaded to go back to work... weekend is what i always look forward to, is like the most awesome thing tat God created. Is really becoz of him i have come to this church to be able to know the friends that i'm close to. i look forward to meet them, although sometimes may have some differentiation with each others, as each other learned about each other better, humility and forgiveness exchanged with ego and hurts...

i can't be grateful enough to all who has been with me around me, juz being there for me. cheesy! but i truly am utterly grateful...

i could only be helplessly bear the pain of losing the presence of people who is going to transfer to adult congregation, i will miss u a lot...

Joel suggested that we should have a home cook session every month or two at each of our house! his enthusiasm has surprised me, lol... i agreed but my mind was contemplating, thinking tat i couldn't be serious Wat i got myself into- i dunno how to cook sia...
it's Great! it will be really good time of quality with each other...

as the day closes, suddenly brought me back to my dead and pessimistic toward monday again. i shall not carry on being this way. haha...

hope to see u soon

2009-01-17T12:50:00.003+08:00

My praise are enough to praise the work God has done... we have filled up Suntec Convention hall for this prayer meet, the place is spectacular. i couldn't explain how God add to our numbers so quickly... how much we had grown!?
The band are realli Good! the spiritual atmosphere just shot up when they start ministering. The presence of God is juz so strong. my faith couldn't be contained. i'm so thankful for this prayer meet, As the song Goes 耶稣你是我身命的救主，我会永远永远不停赞美.
I've been really hurt this few days and so tired, days have been cruel to me, i dreaded to see face the day. then i've been saved by the bell, surely if not of this pm, i could have been knock out. time for another round of gruesome killing with Satan. this will be the longest Fight ever...

2009-01-12T02:56:00.009+08:00

wow Result for last year o level candidates is out today! seems like there is a lot of cold feet candidates are shivering in anxiousness in waiting for the result. it's gonna be something really thrilling. as always some will feel disappointed and some will feel they can lift up a million ton.
well what ever the result gonna be, God still love, God works out for the good that he love, God love all of us, and God's grace is enough. God's love is never never ending, God think less of what kind of degree, what kind of PHD you have ever archived, and even u are a nobody, God still love u from top to toe!

2009-01-11T11:51:00.000+08:00

me and obama are best of friend

2009-01-07T04:47:00.004+08:00

i dunno why the title of the post are not shown in the blog but hack it... I was reading the blog of all you guys and to figuring out wat topic to blog about, plug in my ears with earphone, listening to my lovely Twilight soundtrack, i still cannot stop listening to them.. i like the song decode and one of the classical tunes that Edward Collin played in the show... but the way that he played doesn't seems exactly like its played on the soundtrack... lol... a bit too much on the introduction.

Came through Jobb's blog... i was amazed by his entry.. His Vs make me jealous.. lol, but i'm most impress by his thanks giving... he shared that he has three blessing in his recent blog... I felt that he really have lots of blessing that is upon him... thank God for him...

Now is a time for me to panic... Now i currently in need of money to study, I browsed through Kaplan Academics, omg... 8000 +++ for tuitions fee! i barely have 10 in my bank... I'm seriously bankrupt. Every dollar i spent is like forest fire in my pocket... my brain is wretched, heart sinked. i need a float... somehow the thoughts of going taiwan seems to be my only solution. that's wat i got to do... now the O lvl registration has closed. the choice is obvious, but i'm left hanging with my own will... i just could not decide myself... this is a really crucial year for me, age is catching up how i wish that time could stop.

sigh~ regret could not do anything...

Defination Of Dog

2009-01-06T04:47:00.003+08:00

lets turn to Mark 7 : 24 for today's discussions.
Jesus who primary character often referred to as love commented a Greek woman as dogs
I was confused and went to check out the facts of this act of unkindness to heal a Greek woman's daughter and i found out great deal of facts to justify his act.

i will often stumbled across this verse for i dun understand why out of the blue that jesus will suddenly think of an dog to illustrate these situations. He insulted the woman as a dog?
but now u often heard of ppl praising others by referring that person as a dog. for example, "give the dog his bacon", "he's the top dog of the company" or "every dog has its day"
Jesus does not exactly insulting the woman as a dog.

Jesus first started his ministry by healing the Jews, anyone beside the Jews will be incidental. Jesus said i was not send except for the lost sheep of the HOUSE OF ISRAEL.
The house of israel is referred to the jewish and jesus was sent for them.
then before jesus was accented to heaven, jesus said u will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.
Jesus first plan is to save the israelite then now us...

Jesus did not meant to insult the greek woman but to juz saying that they are in the house of israel as a pet dog, that eat under the table of the owner.
this way of comments are not antipathy towards the greeks.
jesus is realli a "Man of Word"!

TWILIGHT ROCKS!!!!

2009-01-05T00:45:00.006+08:00

Today is the most splendid Sunday tat i have for a very long time... couldn't thank God enough for such a wonderful day... couldn't thank God enough for my vocations - No book in!
Well so today i was jamming, think we did not have much big achievement, but think i enjoy it anyway... enjoy the fellowship and music/noise...
Catch a movie later at 10... Wow it was N.I.C.E.E.E.E.E.E! dunno why ppl say it was a stupid love story... Think ppl could not appreciate good movies nowadays...
i think a good movie has a certain component.
1~ A catch phrase eg "Wat if im not the hero? Wat if im the bad guy?"
2~ Nice Soundtrack
3~ Handsome guy hooking up with the girl next door lol?

Remember i was talking about my resolution? i made a resolution about being discipline by God? guess wat... Ps jasmine was brought it out the verse on last week sermon. about the Lord is my shepherd... The Lord is my shepherd! That's why im choosing discipline over my own desire. im so close to lose him, but he has once again found me... but the sermon was not much of something new to me, but it was like a confirmation with me that it is wat God wanted for me to remember. God is not much of a sadist that only discipline.. He love me so much that he wants to discipline me. and i felt thats what my parent cant do... they cant control me, but God, i will juz pursue him more, i was that rebellious child, who cry and cry over the toys i want, but God did a good job in disciplining me.
i found that this will be my form of worship to God, it makes me reflect, i could praise him,
make me understand him...

Planet JESUS (Dec 2008) from Y-Hope TV on Vimeo.

the number game from samson Glenn on Vimeo.

TWILIG

2009-01-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

2009

2009-01-03T06:32:00.002+08:00

This is not exactly my kinda way to start 2009, change is coming, even my blogskin changed.
Make my resolution and i wish i could have more, but wats the point of making and not achieving it? so here it goes:
1. Slim down
yeah... i have not change in my vanity... i doing it not for health but appearance.. haha.. say wat u want.. But u will agree with me, coz u will be amazed one day when u cannot differentiate between Jupiter and ur waist... haha i tend to be too dramatic in my blog

2. Have closer relationship with God.
Think all the mistakes i did, all the disasters i did to myself, all the cause and effect that has happen to me is now showing me how important God is to me. this time im gonna really sit down consider the cost of building before i put it into work. Fear of the lord is beginning of all wisdom.
Psalm 23 has spoke to me, tat it is God's rod that comforts me... it is strange that God's Rod of discipline that will comfort David.. i mean wat is he thinking? u mean he love to be discipline?
wat kind of sick mind that will enjoy being in pain?
i think I'm indulging in sin too long. Wat else could it be... I'm walking towards destruction. This is a really painful resolution i guess, slow and painful process, excruciating. Think God went through the cross to display that he rather die than to see me walking away from him. His discipline really delights me.

2008-09-15T00:35:00.002+08:00

Malaysia Truly Asia!~~~
Yo! Everyone, welcome to DE BLOG... This time im berry happy... finally go back to johor bahru... haha...
went with su quan, xiuzhen, azri, stew, kana, augustine... wow, we all came in alot of times liao but it was still a fresh experience.. the food is super nice and super cheap, we all eat like emperor of china... there is chicken wings, stingray, sotong!!! and some other food...

azri was talking alot, mostly about his camp, and the rest toking bout hong kong.. really jealous that they could go for the hong kong LC... looks like hong kong is super fun! damn...

Really have a great week end break... went for night cycling at the whole east coast park... after the whole night feel a big sense of archievement.... haha it was so long i had a really siong exercise... from east coast to changi village... then had prata... den come back east coast... Go one big round, pass by pasir ris, ikea, bedok reservoir, my leg wobble quite a bit.. it was a really scarry night ride...

stew is going for bmt, time really flies, so fast i already 6 months in army, dun really did a good job for my harvest.. now really wanna make it this time with my recent camp mate...

2008-09-06T00:16:00.002+08:00

met last emperor my bmt friend... tok alot about our last time camp lol... share about how we use to hate this guy... and how happy we are being posted out. dun have to do 5bx, speed training, pt... haha.. how hard our life was in jurong camp... the whole day i was relaxing in my camp... so much time.. tat i play marvel vs capcom in the canteen with jacky.. play and play spent over 3 dollars man... 1 game is 20cents lol... so can count how many round i play...

after seeing last emperor spent some time reading about the book visioneering... i learn about how important during the period while wait on our vision to establish, we have to pray.
2 things i learn
1. prayer keep us aware of God's opportunity
2. Prayer keep our burden fresh

when i was reading, one really old uncle came to my platoon altar and pray to tua beh gong... at the moment i want to go and approach him to share about praying... haha
but i didnt... God clearly want me to do something at the moment... but i did not obey... i thought that is only my thoughts playing trick on me.
but God really set a burden in my heart... i felt wisdom bestowed on me...
i could have juz share wat i learn in that book to him about prayers... but i didnt...
but now i learn from that old man, praying is not juz tell God to po bi (protect/bless) us.. prayer is aware of God's opportunity.
we often ask God for miracles. but the truth is God want us to go through the situations or God want us to ask for opportunity...

nehemiah prayed to God asking God to give him opportunity to build the wall in jerusalem...
he did not ask God to build the wall...
so he prayed and he ask the king permision, the king agree to let him go!
strangely a foreign king would care about the wall of jerusalem...
God cause it to happen, because God cause the king's heart to sway toward God's plan...
do not underestimate the power of Holy Spirit!

RESURRECTION!

2008-08-30T00:06:00.004+08:00

hi my name is samson ong... it's been awhile... lol any way i shall re-intro to you all to my purpose of my blog... is juz like anyone else's blog... to vent my anger, to show u my world, to explain myself, to hao lian, to make u feel me, to revise wat i've learn, to do wat i suppose to do when i free, to talk about my days - tokcok
recently my world is been a roller coaster, this three week is much like a hell o lu ya... some thing good and bad happen everyday in my life...
i hate my class mate but i love them too
i love cooking but hate eating it
i love my vocation but hate my camp

woo.. got an email from ben! is about wat happen in tns.. the news really make my day even better.
after come home from jamming and rounding on rusty's car. i tot that's it... i read the mail and found out that tns is actually growing very quickly.. recently there is a convert came to noe God, his name is edison. soon after the week, he brought his friend and she convert too!!!
im super super excited for tomo going back to camp...

in my camp im the quietest and easily being push around, always kana suan, always the blurest, pray for me!!! im struggling to survive these ridiculing life, but not going to give up the hope that i might bring someone to church, finding my sheep, making disciples, eventually planting church(es), fulfilling the great commision!! that's a bit far but who knows?

some pic from the rounding

this the car

the ferry terminal to tekong lol dedicate to azri and kana

three handsome guy

fierce camera

have big gulp and ah balling

tats a aeroplane...

=P

(^oo^)

wats so nice bout this pic?

2008-03-11T15:20:00.002+08:00

dunno why suddenly feel like God is trying to say that leaving a legacy in DI b4 entering NS... i suddenly remember that in youth my leader was always challenge us to leave a legacy... it was so sudden i got not much time, i juz pray that my sheep will not backslide now

two short weeks

2008-03-04T06:21:00.003+08:00

Right now 6.22am cant sleep...
listening to sermon and writing this post together... it was refreshing... im juz hoping time will stop and i will enjoy this period, my very very last week with di and after that my enlistment... i want to know God more in this two weeks and i did... listening now a teaching from http://www.hopesingapore.org.sg/audio.php teaching from a pastor Julian Lee in hope Peru. the sermon is call stepping into a new year with confidence. wow... right choice for my situations...
1st thing i learn : avoid discouragement.
2nd : persevere
3rd : dramatic miracles happens only in cinema
4th : keep doing what is rights
5th : i think this is the 3rd time i listen to this sermon lol...

http://www.hopesingapore.org.sg/upload/audio/player.php?mod=1&au=8

babies

2008-02-22T02:29:00.002+08:00

new mum(s), this is for u...

HAHA THIS IS STUPID... KAWAII!

2008-02-19T03:56:00.006+08:00

wow i love the song "HERE IN MY LIFE"
the meaning really reminds me wat im living for the church, and ultimately for Him...
where would i be without You here in my life...
im always with u lord... not a day without u...

pastor jeff encourages us to have a rendezvous when we are stress... lol
to be with someone with long hair, great body... hehe 耶稣...

TOP TEN STRESSFUL PROFESSIONS
IT
Medicine / Caring Profession
Engineering
Sales and Marketing
Education
Finance
Human Resources
Operations
Production
Clerical

Thank God National Service is not one of them...
dun run away from God when u are stressful

Matthew 11:28-30

²⁸"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. ²⁹Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. ³⁰For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

i have less than 2 week to be transfer to NS group... im feeling really mixed up, i dunno should i be happy or sad, a bit nervous, certain thing is God has the best plan.

wat am i gonna do tonight

2008-02-18T03:05:00.004+08:00

clean my room
check out the syllabus of MOE
quiet time
plan

Die... after that night with daniel, now i KNOW how much they expect from me!!!
yesterday sermon was about stress... i didn't expect stress come juz rite after it... guess God's timing was perfect... juz when i was as excited to serve him with wat he taught that day... oooh... how dreadful is this gonna be... dun feel bad glenn...

wat am i gonna do tonight

2008-02-18T03:05:00.001+08:00

2008-02-16T02:27:00.002+08:00

im super low right now... i need a counsel and guidance, reflecting wat i did today, a new job as a crewman is super fun job setting up equipments, tiring, but love it.. tired is not the reason for my mood...

2008-02-05T02:47:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year is coming! I only bought two shirts in Malaysia... i dunno what else can i buy, i should have buy a pair of jeans but fashion are going too fast and i just cant keep up with the trend (skinnies and cardigan)... aiyo... so emo sia... look like a slacker... so hot wear what skinnies...
but i have fun in malaysia on sunday having a great meal and cakes at Secret Recipe... cheap and delicious... den forward to bugis street... i feel like fainting when i saw the crowd, everyone look like ants... oops no... termites... coz they are mostly chinese... rushing to buy new year clothes... but just another fleeting hope for me... dun think i got what i want there...
I wish everyone Gong Hei Fat Choi...

2008-01-31T22:23:00.000+08:00

check out this game... i spent the whole nite yesterday to play this! realli cool game.... http://armorgames.com/play/107/portal-the-flash-version

vision... the purpose of life or a cliche

2008-01-30T08:39:00.000+08:00

since like today everyone was talking about visions... the thing is we got a vision but when we going to fulfill it? we dun juz share it during worship, but if we got a vision our life should be very impacting, we are expecting and working towards it! and watever we do, it's not going to be same... in fact the word vision shall not be taken lightly... lets realize this that this time we are having a vision of God, and we shall be ever been dealt so severely if we did not carry out the vision of God!

2008-01-28T04:21:00.000+08:00

God can u give me security? im started to be insecure about myself... im blogging to relieve my negative thought... im sensitive guy, im questioning myself tat issit of my personality that friends that are dear to me not sharing problems with me... wat should i do? i hate myself and wonder am i only useful in a band as a guitarist, a soccer player, a very ON guy to go out with... but no common topic, boring, helpless... pls agree with me.. i know it better... if u got things to say to me either is my attitude pls help me by giving me a piece of ur advice... stop letting me guess

BENCH WARMERS!!!

2008-01-28T02:34:00.000+08:00

today playing the first match of our hope premier league... what a great match! really proud of my team that never give up spirit is real... we are almost inadequate in skill, some of us dun have proper shoes... but with all our might we fight bravely!!! hahaha i dun regret playing in this team!!!
but something gotta change, it gotta change! LIKE: we must attend trainingssS!!! we must communicate! and more... we have a lot of improvements to do... really wanna get into at least a semi finalist!!! 5 - 2 is nothing... we had learn from our mistake next time we gonna come out BIG! every one Knows that we are BENCH WARMERS!!! hahah!

2008-01-26T04:16:00.000+08:00

wat am i doing now? im looking at some of your blogs and i realli envy that those who are growing spiritually, wow God has lavish his love and show them great and wonderful things... God touch everyone differently, i must not stuck in these mundane.... set me free God...

2007-12-09T04:29:00.000+08:00

this the coolest pic i ever received from yamaha rather than all those ads the sent to my mail... lol...
check out this band! it's amazing to see them play...

2007-11-27T23:24:00.000+08:00

yesterday the coreteam meet is Great! the worship is realli touch down to me... Jesus reminded me that we all need to refresh ourselves with the Holy Spirit... coz the work of Paul is not just Paul alone, but with the holy spirit.. The HS gives paul the ability to plant church, heal, prophecy, the most important thing that he repented when Jesus show himself to him... Not by might , not by power, but by the spirit of God...

SeNtOsA!~!~!

2007-11-26T00:42:00.000+08:00

so fun sia... me, jiasheng, chen wei, james, kelvin and vincent went to sentosa today! crazy bunch of guys... because we were so deprived of our childhood we all bought floats and its alligator float! it was super cool man... so sad yoke ling did not bring extra clothes to join us and she left half way... have more update after we come back from sentosa next week... bibi

2007-11-11T07:00:00.000+08:00

hello, today is a great day, i've been through the driest~~~ day of my walk with God... so dry that i tot God has forsaken me... but many of this time, i've learnt to come to him empty, and juz give my best to him... although is damn difficult! sorry dun be stumbled but i have to admit it... but thank God that i've this group that blessed me... overniting at jem house is soooo-wat-i-needed! we have mahjong the whole nite and now im blogging about it... recently thought that di ppl are so lack of fellowship, God knows wat i needed, i need timely fellowship, and so....
if any of u have any idea about writing song of metal disorder, depression, etc... pls provide me some idea! see ya

2007-11-09T03:11:00.000+08:00

today today today, is great... was being a traitor hahaha to join the nyp group for their gathering... fun? of course! i foresee di having such a day soon! hopefully i God enable me... to initiate, haha... wasnt that hard, juz have to intiate...

2007-11-05T18:17:00.000+08:00

Finally, Our debut is finally out! we spent the whole day to do this one song, and we don have any idea wat name to give to our song... -.-" so i decided to name it "Sometimes".... in this time i learnt alot, in the midst of urgency, i'll get very fustrated...so thankful to that person who corrected me, i need to change and be more patient... cheers

2007-11-02T14:40:00.000+08:00

ALTER BRIDGE NEW SONG!!!

2007-10-29T15:20:00.000+08:00

Long Waited!!! watch this tube! my fave band man

2007-10-25T02:30:00.000+08:00

in my life, there is something that im realli grateful of... many time there is always people are there to encourage me, thank God for them, and Thank you...

Those word that were to built me up, those word that robot are not able to understand deeply... those word that i heard that charge me up and continue to run...

Start encourage one another, dont bring others down... don heap up ur complain, but store up more praises for your fellow man...

how can we have good relationship with God without good relationship with man? do u noe God is there when there is two or more are together in his name? Of course God's love is spread through everyone of us!

hey sorry to some of u that i'd dishonoured... i'm rather selective... haha 2 cor 7:9-Godly sorrow brings repentance that leads to salvation and leaves no regret, but worldly sorrow brings death. is not too late for us! Let's Grow DI, God love must be reality in this church! Rom 12:13 Share with God's people who are in need. Practice hospitality.

2007-10-24T13:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is a long day for me, been to school to exangelise, i gather the team, ask them to read joshua 1 and matthew 10, God reallky spoke to me! God assured me that he will be with us, God also remind us that we got to shrewd as a snake and gentle as a dove. So we sent ourselves to the wolfs, we are very close to witness convert man... we will not give up!!!
After that i rush down to woodland to follow up my new believer Ivan and kelvin, well kelvin is not a believer yet so after that i talk with him for a while, he share to me about his experience about christian in malaysia, he is very close to recieve Christ... So those who read this blog, u will have to pray for me and him!!!
Throughout the day God REALLY tell me to Trust in Him! I'm Rest assured that kelvin will come to know God soon~

2007-10-20T06:29:00.000+08:00

while my sheep sleeping soundly on my bed, I'm blogging this, its been a great week. We've been doing evangelism in the school for two days, but we witness no convert, but only two days, i can't expect, but the truth is i reaaaallly enjoying sharing Christ again!!! after such long time, start to crack my bones and wake up and just go do it...
Share to you all something over the other side of the causeway.... on the 18th of Oct 2007 UTHM of Hope Batu Pahat, got a convert in the end of the cg... the most encouraging part of this news was this contact has been sow on over A YEAR!!! Finally their labour are not in vain and they reap with joy! when we sow in tears we will reap with joy!
dun give up sowing Yao Ming! God will surely deliver!
let's Go! time is now! posses the land! aiya tok is cheap, juz do it bang!

erm, btw, this lousy player is making very fustrating, it is so difficult to load... u can go to http://ghellisdefeated.multiply.com/to look for this song i'm currently uploading it, should be done when u see this... Dun be lazy. juz sign up for an account! it is a good website...

His Grace Is Sufficient For Me - Jennifer Knapp
I've exhausted every possible solution
I've tried every game there is to playIn this search for Christ-like perfection
I'm convinced I've only left my God ashamed
I cry, I wonder can He hear my despair
Afraid to lift my hands, afraid He doesn't careAnd if He answers and I fall again
Can I still be His daughter
Can I still depend on Him

When I'm down I search every mistake
I'm looking for new regrets
Sometimes I forget, I forget
That His grace is sufficient for me
That it's deeper and wider than I can conceive
His grace is sufficient for me

My convictions seem to fade with desperation
My hope declines with each and every tear
My sin an anchor and this grace just an illusion
The gavel's heavy and justice is near

Up comes the light and finds the stains on my hands
Up comes my pride, I hide
I know He won't understand
Cause it's deeper than deep and it's wider than wide
Why did I ever doubt, now I'm dying inside

His grace, His grace is sufficient for me

Our Vision Song

2007-10-19T03:16:00.000+08:00

1. JESUS HAS COME TO SAVE
WE ARE HERE TO PROCLAIM
OUR LABOUR WILL NEVER BE IN VAIN
NEVER BE IN VAIN

2. SO LET’S GO AND TAKE THE LAND
FOR THIS IS THE BIBLE’S COMMAND
WE’LL TAKE THE NATIONS
BY THE POWER OF HOLY GHOST
AND PUT THE WORLD BENEATH HIS FEET

**OUR VISION IS TO FULFIL
THE GREAT COMMISSION
BY BUILDING
STRONG AND BIBLICAL PEOPLE
TO PLANT
STRONG AND BIBLICAL CHURCHES
IN JB MALAYSIA
AND ALL OVER THE WORLD

SINCERE SIMPLE AND HUMBLE
ARE TO BE INSISTED
PURE AND WILLING HEART
MUSTN’T BE NEGLECTED
ABOVE ALL ELSE
WE MUST GUARD OUR HEARTS
FOR IT’S THE WELLSPRING OF OUR LIVES
OF OUR LIVES

2007-10-11T01:32:00.000+08:00

hi friends, very long never blog le.... previously juz came back from mission trip!!! It was a really REALLY AmAzInG trip! Thank God for this trip!
We went to Hope Batu Pahat - Malaysia! God truely place the right team and a great leader with me. I'm so blessed to Know them as my very dear brother and sisters...
Wei hong, a really gentle, humble, tactful, serving leader! He is willing to learn and try new things. I learn a lot from him, he is really easy to relate to me. He is unmovable in his spirit of God! he has strong core of values under his heart and im so influenced by him...
Joella, another good friend! So funny... ultimate tortise i draw on ur hand... haha! Nv thought i have u as friend if there is not such a mission trip! Thank God! There is so much fun serving and hanging out with u!
Shuling Alexis, always say me look like Qi yu wu, the person who carry the chicken in 881... haha my mum told me that too... a person that love to sing(got a sweet girly voice), love God, love people, a good friend(i admit that i'm a really relational person), encourager...
Xiu Zhen, haha... The Princess, but this mission trip, without her i wont be able to change my stupid mouth! she have been more serving and "less complaining" lol!!! Truely, she is very vision minded and wanted to plant church... i can see that she will be someone great, for she has great gift of leadership!
Stewart, young and strong... dood! trust God that ur group will bring u joy and trust God that he is Jehova Jireh... It is honorable to serve the Lord! i can see u leading more ppl very soon... God can definately use you and maybe leading worship in service!
Yacob! is great to know you even closer! u r RANDOM... arhhhh... hahah! im amazed that u r open to us in the mission, u r funny man... u can have a extrodinary leading style... Follow God and people will naturally follow you!
This time God put us in this team for a wonderful purpose. I have seen all of us grow and being united in the past few days... if there is any flaws u see in me, pls go straight to me and tell me... =p anyone can tell me, if u treat me as your friend... to all, trust God more and complain less! lol sign off from here see u on sat...

safe and sound

2007-05-26T03:50:00.000+08:00

got to know someone new... freddie and edmund... they are two chinese speaking pro man...
we had some fun at the arcade...
then here come james... he drives... a mini coopper look-a-like...
and he drives... cool and steady... xiu zhen... the street director... with all her guts... she sit infront... wow...
k... now is the most exciting part of the trip...
we got lost after the birthday celebration... we were stucked at jurong...
we all have alot of fun finding out the way... i dunno wat to say but it is the best ride i ever taken before.. Thank God... he indeed is a safe driver =)

back on

2007-04-28T04:38:00.000+08:00

hellowww... long time no see.. im back to blog... well my shepherd wants me to... i dunno why.. erm... today was a fine day. we jammed couple of songs and our new composed song was almost ready... but just need a bit more touch upsss...hehe... so how is everyone?... just to tell you all how have i been... i really love this cg... they celebrate my birthday for 3 time!!! lol... but not with everyone all the time... i wanna thanks my shepherd for his cake... he already bought alot of cake this month. three time i ate C H O C O L A T E_C A K E... honestly im not so a chocoholic, just happened that i had to celebrate with chocolaty guys and use chocolate cake to sabo me... (jeremy)...
this month was the most april babies month... im celebrating bday with so many ppl...
jarrett, james, cedric, stephan, nel, i believe there is more...
i feel so =)...

ask a ninja

2007-04-12T06:12:00.000+08:00

2007-03-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

Wow wat a great week, reason i enjoy this week is because after a long time , i finally start my engine going to do the work of wat jesus called us to do, its time to chiong for the ones who is far from god...
i got to know a bunch of multimedia friends through doing survey with them, and they really rock! friendly and socialble, and realli makes me feel like vip to them... lol...
i know it was God's plan to let me reach out to them. i was prompted by god to do survey on them and i wasnt so confident of that, but eventually it turns out perfect!i approached them, total there were 12! haha i was out of my mind for making that decissions... i was delivered by God... almost everyone of them give their contact to me, i have about 10 numbers, turns out more then i expected... haha... they even invited me to join them for K box! God really place me a bunch of good people to work on

2007-02-20T05:54:00.000+08:00

meditating this verse - hebrews 4: 14 - 16
14Therefore, since we have a great high priest who has gone through the heavens,[e] Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to the faith we profess. 15For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet was without sin. 16Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

A lot of people wanna overcome our temptation by our own strenght. The correct way is to bow down and pray at the throne of Jesus! only the throne of Jesus can overcome. Will power is a myth, no matter what u tried, u will still fail, God is the strenght of my heart, my heart's desire.

I've been...

2007-02-14T04:49:00.000+08:00

Its time to evaluate.... things has not been right... many of time when things just go smoothly, its easy to just lay down and relax and let the day take control... Well once you are not aware, u just found yourself lost... I've been letting my guard down, losing the focus, and i finally got slapped... What went wrong? Testing? Retribution? I don't know... I'm just looking forward for the blessings ahead, the rainbow after the rain.

misery

2007-02-10T02:52:00.000+08:00

right now my feelings just plunging me down... feel less joyful. living in the depth of sorrows, I'm living dead... suddenly feel that I'm a Christian that put God in church. I must turn back to God... suddenly i feel like sing this song to God
Misery is what I feel
When you're not around
So I can't heal
Misery is what I feel Is what I feel....

2007-01-21T03:41:00.000+08:00

Yo! Time to blog again... Today my cg went to watch Pans Labyrinth a fairy tales for the adults... dun watch it with your children... hehe... I got to know Thomas but didn't talk much... not much to say this time... but i do enjoy the cg... too bad for kok leong and yaoming and jeremy... hope u can join us next time!
Oh ya! I am working at Renn Thai... have alot of Fun... I am developing at the restaurant... my social and service skills...compared to all the other restaurant I work on, I got to say this is a really busy one... I got to be the runner on the third day, I made lots of mistakes...so got to learn from it also... enjoyed working with my friend Pong... enjoy him sharing with me his problems...
really wanna thank God for this job...

friends...

2007-01-20T07:30:00.000+08:00

watch this vid i found of my favorite rock band

this concert was their last concert in 1997 and the emotions are real and this is no act... wat i felt in this vid was friendship was not cheap after all, it was the last time they going to do this - wat they love to do for the very last time... juz watch the vid... and tell me wat u feel... ='/

Guitarist's Funeral

2007-01-16T15:26:00.000+08:00

Was reading Abigail yuyu blog... and got inspired of what to write... talking about last Saturday service... wah it was the most wonderful Saturday! I was doing mm for last week service and i had a really great time doing that... i really like the songs for that week i guess i and mei hwa's love for music is of the same kind, as in i really like all the song she chose for worship... is simple yet is really amazing... Love You So Much Jesus, Love You So Much... the lyrics and the tune of that song really give me the urge to reach to God... i could not stop singing in the mm room... i could do the lyrics really smoothly for God has anointed me, like i know what she going to sing next... it was the time of real anticipation... Praising and worshiping is better than anything in this world... better than going out with girlfriend, better than roller coaster ride, better than going to Australia, New Zealands, Japan... better is one day in your court, than thousand elsewhere! =) I really wanna Thank God that I'm in HCS...

New Year Rocks!!!

2007-01-05T13:45:00.000+08:00

I had made some new year resolutions...

To be a CL!
To finish my bible for the 2nd timeTo increase loveOverall to be more discipline!
timeTo increase love
Overall to be more discipline!

Yup! 4 archievable but hard to be constant resolutions

I really love this new year, this is the first time I celebrated new year with the DIs... I enjoy the fun we had over at Jessa's place... There is A LOT of food! but due to my sickness, i cant enjoy those delicious food... -______- I will continue to pray coz i gave up praying half way or else i would have healed by God...

I had a realli fun time jamming with Jun wei, Chen wei and Jeremy... this is the first time I become the drummer of the band... I had learn alot from that day... I wanna improve on my drum skills... this is the first time I played and it turns up to be a success! I really like that jamming studio at Tampinese although it was small but is really cozy... we played Here Without You, one desire, it was realli fun...

After jamming we went to XiuZhen house to play mahjong... teaching chen wei how to play... I was in the winning streak... lol...

So much for this season... I really enjoyed my Holidays!

still sick

2006-12-30T13:24:00.000+08:00

The worst thing you got sick is God doesnt seems to heal... maybe is my fault... Beside when I was sick or I'm in trouble, I didnt talk to God much... But however God allow sickness to haunt me down so that I could talk with him more... God is a jealous God...

God's plan / desire wanted me to be healed more than i wanted for myself, but if God were to heal me, God would miss talking to me... God really love me, not that i'm optimistic, but i would not allow MR S.A. TAN to put lies into myself...

Really encourage those who are in the situation where your faith is shaken to pray and pray and pray. Do not rush, do not stop, do it slowly, at your pace. You are sick, take care yourself, and members take care of those who are sick, I know when the body is weak, the spirit will follow suit... Really show love to these people, they will definately have the best affection by your love!
haizzz... im so sick... cough***

Matthew 10:28
Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.

The next time would tell you how I got healed =)

2006-12-26T04:15:00.000+08:00

Yo man!!! finalli logged in to my gmail account to blog! stupid account always give me problems when i tried to log in
On christmas eve 2006 is my most wonderful night ever! I ReaLLy love this New Family God had placed me in and I will not trade anything unless God ask me to!

We went for caroling from house to house and just to bless the family on this Christmas eve night. It was the best thing we could do for those who are far from God, after all Christmas is all about Christ!

We also had a awesome buffet and Bbq at Xiuzhen's place. It is the best buffet i had this year but too bad i can't eat much with my unwell throat, I Hate to be sick especially on Christmas!

Another thing i love this evening is i got to know these bunch of realli cool nepollians guy - Bijay nad friends, we shared music and passions together and they invited me over to their band to sing and play with them! Alrite!

Through out the night we did Watever we like to do, eg: eating, playing, talking to one another, we seldom have time to enjoy, it was a really joyous time together, we shared our heart with each other over the time we are together at the living room to reflect our past, and thinking of people that has left ( i feel sad for them), is a unforgettable night.

What else should I say... hmm... Thats all folks merry XMAS!

2006-12-14T02:25:00.000+08:00

WOW! what a wonderful night i have in the Youth camp had. It was so inspiring. i had a really great time of praising and worshiping God. Go Y hope! Break Through 1000! Just bring a friend everyone. when u give ur 100% God will give his 100%, God will give u a church! I was so happy to heard that when they just broke out from camp, straight away they went to Causeway Point to spread the Gospel to the students there. the whole shopping mall was filled with Y hope people... Its like the acts church in the bible, as they go everywhere to spread the word once they recieved... I really love Hope Of God Singapore not because they have nice building, good musicians, but it is because the people in Hope are really serious and on fire about God! Go DI, ask God for new visions. Ask God to use us. No more, no more being stagnent! how long will we get out of our comfort?
Proverbs 6:6-8
6 Go to the ant, you sluggard; consider its ways and be wise!
7 It has no commander, no overseer or ruler,
8 yet it stores its provisions in summer and gathers its food at harvest.
Clever is being able to memorise things well. Wisdom is to act on the intelligence we had.
The harvest is here or it will be gone. Don't Don't DON'T miss this chance!
That's it for today God bless for Your Sowing... Those who sow generously(giving Your time, diligences, efforts) will reap abundantly!

enlightenment =]

2006-12-10T04:42:00.000+08:00

recently lost my wallet... wat a miserable experience! the wallet is very impt to me coz inside got alot of impt things leh... nvm about that what gone is gone...
1st enlightenment-God is training me for the future... i cant stand the way i am living anymore! (to be very frank)
2nd enlightenment- God is training me IF i were to go out for him to other country... if in singapore i wasnt able to travel without my concessions, how am i supposed to go to other country to travel around in such a big country with troublesome transportation...
3rd enlightenment- am i willing to serve in bad time? my financial was greatly affected... my bank left only 20+ dollar (i realli need a job) and in christmas i really wanna bless my brothers and sis too... and been trying to travel with very little money... can't simply go to sch and do evax without planning how to travel(not forgeting sow) financial was not a freedom for me. I really need a miracle in my finance. more jobs faster pay Lord! yao ming so sorry if i cant buy u birthday present and to all the people i missed out who birthday falls in this month...
"Whatever lifes bring, i been through everythings... i noe i must hold on" - Don't stop dancing by Creed

unhappy feet =(

2006-12-02T03:25:00.000+08:00

So you thought that Happy Feet is juz a funny penguin show, with lots of adorable penguin chicks, singing some funny songs, a show that will make your day sweet .... is not so simple... In fact, i found this show rather depressing... i found that I can relate to that penguin's personality. nobody realli likes you juz becoz u are different. always have to work through your nose to get people acceptance and let them get wat you trying to prove... but i learn that unless u prove it or else u will never make it... how would u like it if u lack of support from yur frens and always have to follow the crowd...
SEE... now u can see how depressing is this movie... Don wish to talk more about it, but i would rate this movie 5 popcorn bcoz is realli educational, teaches us how to be positive even we are different,to fight against all odds, aiyar so many to sae go watch it ur self lar..... (meaningful quotes doesnt change ur life but unless u start to practice it)... if u want to watch this movie, juz let the movie to speak to u =)

Not forgetting who is there: wing, guo sheng, wei hao, and two more guy forgot Wat's their name... lol cindy, romaneo... ps(ed) us

New Frens~!!!!

2006-12-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

Finally i have logged in to my account, few days a go i cant seems to log in coz of some corruption... haiz... i type my username 100 times already untill i fed up arh... Anyway, i had make some new frens yesterday - hong yun, dextan, wan meng dave and annie. They were bunch of nice guys n willing to do my survey... then i invited them to come for Who Killed Santa 2!!! they agreed to come!!!!!!! yeah!!! and don forget guosheng, cindy, hopefully wei hao and wei hao(beng)... lol... realli so happy to know u guys... holiday is coming people...let's work even harder \m/ dunno wat to sae liao... so i end here... boring rite... haha

Today

2006-11-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

hello all, today i taught guitar to James and yaoming and i found out i am the one who learn the most, not about guitar but about love. how much do i really love? when is the time i wrote card or give anything to someone i appreciate, how much i really love God??? gets me pondering... God is pounding on my head to get back to him...

TaKe ThE TiMe

life begins now!

life begins now!

Defination Of Dog

TWILIGHT ROCKS!!!!

TWILIG

2009

RESURRECTION!

two short weeks

babies

Matthew 11:28-30

28"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

wat am i gonna do tonight

wat am i gonna do tonight

vision... the purpose of life or a cliche

BENCH WARMERS!!!

SeNtOsA!~!~!

ALTER BRIDGE NEW SONG!!!

Our Vision Song

safe and sound

back on

ask a ninja

I've been...

misery

friends...

New Year Rocks!!!

still sick

enlightenment =]

unhappy feet =(

New Frens~!!!!

Today

²⁸"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. ²⁹Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. ³⁰For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."